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Current Residence: Finksburg, Maryland, USA
Favourite photographer: Tim Walker, LaraJade, Miss Aniela, Rebekka Gu­leifsdˇttir
Favourite style of art: Portrait, B&W, Conceptual
Operating System: Windows 7
Personal Quote: I always get what I want
Wazzzap guys! So Im having a very long vaca right now since I moved to the States and Im trying to be as productive as I can making some art everyday, either its photography, painting or crafts. Every morning I wake up and have some ideas I start having anxiety until Im finished with what I have planned. Why? I have no idea. Never happened to me before, prob cuz I had a job and regular everyday problems to deal with. Also If im not doing anything productive in the day I feel guilty and anxiety again..sometimes can't even fall a sleep. WTF guys? Whats wrong with me?
When Im finished and happy with the result Im happy...for about few hours then i start having the same shit going Im craving to do something else. Maybe its because I dont have a job and Im  not bringing money in our family yet thats why I feel guilt, maybe its because Ive been not active during winter time and now trying to catch up for all thosse months of sitting on my ass and not being creative. Idk! Just chatted with my girl friend she said I should try take some anxiety medicine...arghhh I hate taking medicine especially for things like that, for things I can control (or I think i can). I am the reason why I feel this way (my head doing it to me), right? So I have to do smt to get rid of it. Any advices how to do so? Does anyone have uncontrolled out of blue anxiety? Tell me how you are dealing with it.

Love, M.

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cinegunfun Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012
amazy! greetings from italy
GoldenSpoon158 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2012
I love your work, but i think you should spent more time in front of the camera rather than behind it, you're a great model.
GirlOfSea Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012
thank you so much :)
TriciaS Featured By Owner May 25, 2011
:iconpeacockplz:Thank you so much!:heart:
GirlOfSea Featured By Owner May 26, 2011
you are welcome!
OmniOClarke Featured By Owner May 22, 2011
You are amaaazing! <3 Great inspiration.
GirlOfSea Featured By Owner May 23, 2011
thank you!
sa-cool Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2011  Professional Photographer
I love your gallery! :)
GirlOfSea Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2011
thank you so much!
yv Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2010  Professional General Artist
thanks a lot!
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